Fan Jinghua: And then comes the thought

　　And Then Comes the Thought

of the desire to take on the primary

shape, to feel with body

the distance and traversing, the need for embracing the bent knees, and

to think of the Seven Stars and you underneath, and

a paddy of wetland (which you say is a lake) that keeps white-trunked woods away

night, seeping into the season (always cooler)

brings with it the feel of flimsy ice, as if skin-touching

warmth sends afloat

bubbles, reflecting the colors of a morning sky in memory

how to speak about what words fail, the absent presence?

how not to think of what haunts thought, the present absence?

---- you, me, us

among them to the outside

with the difference between delight and ecstasy

　　　　　　　　　Sept. 14, 2014

  

　　想起，于是

　　　　　To ----

要回到最初的

人形，以身体感受

距离和穿越，要有于是的抱膝，去想到

七颗星，与下面的你，与

稍稍拉开白皮树林的一小片湿地（你说是湖）

夜，渗入这时节（总是更显凉爽）

有薄冰的感觉，贴身的

暖，偶尔泛起

气泡，在一个记忆的晨照中映照天的色彩

要怎样说不说的一切不在的在

要怎样不想想的一切在的不在

你，我，我们

在他们之中的之外

喜欢与欢喜的差别

 　　　　　2014年9月14日