Monday, February 25, 2008

Fan Jinghua: Loneliness

  Loneliness

Her odor is centrifugal,
as your invisible hands swing
the two soles of her pantyhose
laden with green jade bangles,
as if you are a kungfu master, eremitic.
Nothing is heard but the whistle
lingering in your earshot, nothing is seen
until a shooting star
dives headlong into the black forest,
as if it dies to mock at your vain efforts.
A flash of grin breaks on your face,
and a muffled guttural growl squeezes out
to frighten away some bodiless creature:
how dare you come near?
But everything is still, and eternity is flowing
low on the earth.
A foot wakes you from a trance
with a slap so searing,
and then the odor comes back
and with it well out your tears,
unstoppable.
        Feb. 24, 2008

   孤独

她的味道被甩了出去——
那是两只翠绿的镯子
坚硬而光滑地将连裤袜的脚撑得饱满。
不见你的手臂扭动,
它们绕着你的脖子、滚过肩膀,
在两耳之外呼呼地响;
你绝对是一个功夫高手,隐于世外,
令这旷野黑得冒出了磷火。
而当一颗流星,在远方俯冲下去,
嘲弄似地栽进一片黑森林,
你咧一下嘴,嘿嘿声就飘了出来,
像是要吓走某个或许存在的
无躯体的恶灵:
“除了我自己,还有什么敢接近我”?
而一切安宁,犹如液态的永恒
沿着低处运行。
你刚一出神,一只脚就掴在你脸上,
火辣辣的——
接着那味道回来了,
接着回来的是
你的眼泪,无法阻挡。
          2008年2月25日

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